In commemoration of Palm Sunday this past Sunday, I
want to post this lovely hymn. It’s a
favorite of mine and this version might be the best. I don’t know much about Christopher Walker
but I came across his music and was impressed.
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"Love follows knowledge."
"Beauty above all beauty!"
– St. Catherine of Siena
Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Saturday, March 28, 2015
Lines I Wished I’d Written: “The Fairy Godmother Philosophy” by G. K. Chesterton
I’ve
been reading G. K. Chesterton’s remarkable developmental memoir, Orthodoxy. I call it a developmental memoir because it
is a sort of blend between a coming of age and spiritual memoirs. The purpose of the book, as Chesterton says
in the preface, is “to attempt an explanation, not of whether the Christian
Faith can be believed, but of how he personally has come to believe it.” Since the book’s discourse is expository in
nature—with perhaps a dash of argument—it stands manifestly self-explanatory,
so there isn’t much literary analysis for me to present. The only analysis I could comment on is in
the ideas, and one can find lots of commentary on that. I don’t see what my thoughts could add. Be it suffice that from what I have read, I
am in total agreement. Chesterton is
what I would call a natural, small “c” conservative, and by that I mean
irrespective of political positions. A
natural conservative, in my perception, is a person who has an inherent
inclination toward seeing the past and established societal conditions as
natural and just, and the traditional culture as normative.
For
this “Lines I Wished I’d Written” post, I take three paragraphs from his fourth
chapter, “The Ethics of Elfland.” Here he
develops his boyhood understanding of the world as being charged with magic, a
wonder that “became [his] sentiment towards the whole world.”
The
first quote touches on the “instinct” of childhood “astonishment.
This elementary wonder,
however, is not a mere fancy derived from the fairy tales; on the contrary, all
the fire of the fairy tales is derived from this. Just as we all like love
tales because there is an instinct of sex, we all like astonishing tales because
they touch the nerve of the ancient instinct of astonishment. This is proved by
the fact that when we are very young children we do not need fairy tales: we
only need tales. Mere life is interesting enough. A child of seven is excited
by being told that Tommy opened a door and saw a dragon. But a child of three
is excited by being told that Tommy opened a door. Boys like romantic tales;
but babies like realistic tales--because they find them romantic. In fact, a
baby is about the only person, I should think, to whom a modern realistic novel
could be read without boring him. This proves that even nursery tales only echo
an almost pre-natal leap of interest and amazement. These tales say that apples
were golden only to refresh the forgotten moment when we found that they were
green. They make rivers run with wine only to make us remember, for one wild
moment, that they run with water. I have said that this is wholly reasonable
and even agnostic. And, indeed, on this point I am all for the higher agnosticism;
its better name is Ignorance. We have all read in scientific books, and,
indeed, in all romances, the story of the man who has forgotten his name. This
man walks about the streets and can see and appreciate everything; only he
cannot remember who he is. Well, every man is that man in the story. Every man
has forgotten who he is. One may understand the cosmos, but never the ego; the
self is more distant than any star. Thou shalt love the Lord thy God; but thou
shalt not know thyself. We are all under the same mental calamity; we have all
forgotten our names. We have all forgotten what we really are. All that we call
common sense and rationality and practicality and positivism only means that
for certain dead levels of our life we forget that we have forgotten. All that
we call spirit and art and ecstacy only means that for one awful instant we
remember that we forget.
All
quotes taken from Literature Network’s entry of Orthodoxy. http://www.online-literature.com/chesterton/orthodoxy/
In
the second quoted paragraph Chesterton takes the child’s sense of astonishment
and brands it a philosophy.
For this reason (we may
call it the fairy godmother philosophy) I never could join the young men of my
time in feeling what they called the general sentiment of revolt. I should have
resisted, let us hope, any rules that were evil, and with these and their definition
I shall deal in another chapter. But I did not feel disposed to resist any rule
merely because it was mysterious. Estates are sometimes held by foolish forms,
the breaking of a stick or the payment of a peppercorn: I was willing to hold
the huge estate of earth and heaven by any such feudal fantasy. It could not
well be wilder than the fact that I was allowed to hold it at all. At this
stage I give only one ethical instance to show my meaning. I could never mix in
the common murmur of that rising generation against monogamy, because no
restriction on sex seemed so odd and unexpected as sex itself. To be allowed,
like Endymion, to make love to the moon and then to complain that Jupiter kept
his own moons in a harem seemed to me (bred on fairy tales like Endymion's) a
vulgar anti-climax. Keeping to one woman is a small price for so much as seeing
one woman. To complain that I could only be married once was like complaining
that I had only been born once. It was incommensurate with the terrible excitement
of which one was talking. It showed, not an exaggerated sensibility to sex, but
a curious insensibility to it. A man is a fool who complains that he cannot
enter Eden by five gates at once. Polygamy is a lack of the realization of sex;
it is like a man plucking five pears in mere absence of mind. The aesthetes
touched the last insane limits of language in their eulogy on lovely things.
The thistledown made them weep; a burnished beetle brought them to their knees.
Yet their emotion never impressed me for an instant, for this reason, that it
never occurred to them to pay for their pleasure in any sort of symbolic
sacrifice. Men (I felt) might fast forty days for the sake of hearing a
blackbird sing. Men might go through fire to find a cowslip. Yet these lovers
of beauty could not even keep sober for the blackbird. They would not go
through common Christian marriage by way of recompense to the cowslip. Surely
one might pay for extraordinary joy in ordinary morals. Oscar Wilde said that
sunsets were not valued because we could not pay for sunsets. But Oscar Wilde
was wrong; we can pay for sunsets. We can pay for them by not being Oscar
Wilde.
And
finally in the third quoted paragraph Chesterton takes that personal philosophic
position and projects it toward the universal.
All the towering
materialism which dominates the modern mind rests ultimately upon one
assumption; a false assumption. It is supposed that if a thing goes on
repeating itself it is probably dead; a piece of clockwork. People feel that if
the universe was personal it would vary; if the sun were alive it would dance.
This is a fallacy even in relation to known fact. For the variation in human
affairs is generally brought into them, not by life, but by death; by the dying
down or breaking off of their strength or desire. A man varies his movements
because of some slight element of failure or fatigue. He gets into an omnibus
because he is tired of walking; or he walks because he is tired of sitting
still. But if his life and joy were so gigantic that he never tired of going to
Islington, he might go to Islington as regularly as the Thames goes to
Sheerness. The very speed and ecstasy of his life would have the stillness of
death. The sun rises every morning. I do not rise every morning; but the
variation is due not to my activity, but to my inaction. Now, to put the matter
in a popular phrase, it might be true that the sun rises regularly because he
never gets tired of rising. His routine might be due, not to a lifelessness,
but to a rush of life. The thing I mean can be seen, for instance, in children,
when they find some game or joke that they specially enjoy. A child kicks his
legs rhythmically through excess, not absence, of life. Because children have
abounding vitality, because they are in spirit fierce and free, therefore they
want things repeated and unchanged. They always say, "Do it again";
and the grown-up person does it again until he is nearly dead. For grown-up
people are not strong enough to exult in monotony. But perhaps God is strong
enough to exult in monotony. It is possible that God says every morning,
"Do it again" to the sun; and every evening, "Do it again"
to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes all daisies alike; it
may be that God makes every daisy separately, but has never got tired of making
them. It may be that He has the eternal appetite of infancy; for we have sinned
and grown old, and our Father is younger than we. The repetition in Nature may
not be a mere recurrence; it may be a theatrical encore. Heaven may encore the
bird who laid an egg. If the human being conceives and brings forth a human
child instead of bringing forth a fish, or a bat, or a griffin, the reason may
not be that we are fixed in an animal fate without life or purpose. It may be
that our little tragedy has touched the gods, that they admire it from their
starry galleries, and that at the end of every human drama man is called again
and again before the curtain. Repetition may go on for millions of years, by
mere choice, and at any instant it may stop. Man may stand on the earth
generation after generation, and yet each birth be his positively last
appearance.
That
image of a child kicking his legs rhythmically as a metaphor for God is
rhetorical brilliance!
Friday, March 27, 2015
Faith Filled Friday: “Redemption” by Johnny Cash
This
is the perfect Lenten song. From the
first time I heard this song and no matter how many times I’ve heard it, it
still overwhelms me. This is Johnny Cash
at his finest and most authentic. This
song just hits you right in the gut.
I
have to post the lyrics as well.
Redemption
From
the hands it came down
From the side it came down
From the feet it came down
And ran to the ground
Between heaven and hell
A teardrop fell
In the deep crimson dew
The tree of life grew
To the branches of the tree
And the blood was the price
That set captives free
And the numbers that came
Through the fire and the flood
Clung to the tree
And were redeemed by the blood
From
the tree streamed a light
That started the fight
'Round the tree grew a vine
On whose fruit I could dine
My old friend Lucifer came
Fought to keep me in chains
But I saw through the tricks
Of six-sixty-six
And
the blood gave life
To the branches of the tree
And the blood was the price
That set captives free
And the numbers that came
Through the fire and the flood
Clung to the tree
And were redeemed by the blood
From
his hands it came down
From his feet it came down
And ran to the ground
And a small inner voice
Said "You do have a choice."
The vine engrafted me
And I clung to the tree
And
the blood gave life
To the branches of the tree
And the blood was the price
That set captives free
And with the numbers that came
Through the fire and the flood
I clung to the tree
And were redeemed by the blood
From
his hands it came down
From his side it came down
From the feet it came down
And ran to the ground
"Redemption"
is track #11 on the album American Recordings. It was written by Shakur, Tupac
Amaru / Rouse, Ricky. Read more: Johnny Cash - Redemption Lyrics | MetroLyrics
Wow,
I foundd it hard to believe Tupac Shakur gets a songwriting credit on this, but
there it is. It’s a great song.
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
Literature in News: Catholics In England Gather to Pray for Richard III
Well,
this isn’t quite literary news per se, but when I think of Richard III, I
don’t necessarily think of the historical king, but the character in
Shakespeare’s play titled after him. First
the news. As you may have read, the
remains of King Richard III were recently discovered and confirmed in 2012, and
so a proper burial is now in order. From
the Catholic News Agency:
In preparation for the
reinternment of the remains of Richard III, a 15th century English king whose
body was only recently rediscovered, Cardinal Vincent Nichols of Westminster
has offered Compline and a Requiem Mass for the late monarch.
“This evening we fulfil a
profound and essential Christian duty: that of praying for the dead, for the
repose of their eternal souls,” Cardinal Nichols preached during a March 23
Requiem Mass said at Holy Cross Priory in Leicester.
“The prayer we offer for
him this evening is the best prayer there is: the offering of the Holy Mass,
the prayer of Jesus himself, made complete in the oblation of his body and
blood on the altar of the cross, present here for us on this altar.”
Richard III was born in
1452, and reigned over England from 1483-1485, when he died in the Battle of
Bosworth Field. He was the last king of the House of York; he was succeeded by
Henry VII, founder of the House of Tudor.
His corpse was buried
without pomp, and subsequently lost. It was found in 2012 under a parking lot
in Leicester, 30 miles south of Nottingham, on the site of Greyfriars, a
Franciscan friary dissolved during the English Reformation.
Richard
III’s reign obviously predates the Protestant Reformation, and so is a
Catholic. I’m not sure if it’s
obligatory, but his remains should have some sort of Catholic blessing as a
religious closure. Again from the CNA article:
His body has been kept at
the University of Leicester, and was processed to Leicester Cathedral, an
Anglican church, on Sunday.
That evening, Cardinal
Nichols led a Compline service at the cathedral, during which Richard's coffin
was sprinkled with holy water, and incensed.
“This sprinkling with
holy water is a reminder that King Richard, at the beginning of his life, was
baptised,” the cardinal reflected. “He was thereby called to live as a follower
of Jesus Christ.”
“The deepest intentions
of Richard have always been hard to fathom. Yet that is often true for many of
us. Within the depth of his heart, amidst all his fears and ambitions, there
surely lay a strong desire to provide his people with stability and
improvement.”
Cardinal Nichols noted
Richard's achievements, including a development of the presumption of
innocence, the concept of blind justice, the practice of granting bail, and
translating laws into the vernacular, while adding that “nevertheless his reign
was marked by unrest and the fatal seepage of loyalty and support.”
“All of this reminds us,
if we need reminding, that baptism does not guarantee holiness of life or
saintliness of nature. But it gives a fundamental and enduring shape to a
journey through life, in all its struggles and failures.”
He recalled Richard as a
man of prayer and “anxious devotion,” who composed a surviving prayer and
established chapels.
“We pray that, being
brought into the presence of that Divine majesty, Richard may be embraced by
God’s merciful love, there to await the final resurrection of all things in the
fullness of time.”
When
the Cardinal said that “ the deepest intentions of Richard have always been
hard to fathom,” he is referring to the nature of Richard III’s character. Richard has come down in history as an evil
Machiavellian who killed people on his way to the crown. I’m no historian here, especially of English medieval history, but whether Richard was as truly evil as history remembers
him seems to be in dispute. Richard III
ultimately lost in a power struggle which resulted in a civil war, and, since
the winners in history tend to write the history, of course every possible negative
was placed on Richard. But even more significantly
I think Shakespeare fossilized our perception of Richard III when he took history’s view
and developed a most enticing character, a character not only malicious, but
enjoyably malicious because you can see the working logic of his malice in his
brain, if you will. It’s a great play because the evil Richard III comes alive to the audience. The perceptions we moderns have of Richard
III has been formed by the play.
I’m
not going to quote character developments in the play, but I do want to quote
that last scene, since it is tinged with religious reverence for the dead. It’s Act V, Scene V, and the Battle of
Bosworth is coming to an end, and the two antagonists, Richard III and Richmond,
who will become king with the victory, meet.
It is also worthy to note that in the previous scene Richard could have
run off in the face of defeat but decides to fight to the end.
SCENE V. Another part of
the field.
Alarum. Enter KING
RICHARD III and RICHMOND; they fight. KING RICHARD III is slain. Retreat and
flourish. Re-enter RICHMOND, DERBY bearing the crown, with divers other Lords
RICHMOND
God and your arms be
praised, victorious friends,
The day is ours, the bloody
dog is dead.
DERBY
Courageous Richmond, well
hast thou acquit thee.
Lo, here, this
long-usurped royalty
From the dead temples of
this bloody wretch
Have I pluck'd off, to
grace thy brows withal:
Wear it, enjoy it, and
make much of it.
RICHMOND
Great God of heaven, say
Amen to all!
But, tell me, is young
George Stanley living?
DERBY
He is, my lord, and safe
in Leicester town;
Whither, if it please
you, we may now withdraw us.
RICHMOND
What men of name are
slain on either side?
DERBY
John Duke of Norfolk,
Walter Lord Ferrers,
Sir Robert Brakenbury,
and Sir William Brandon.
RICHMOND
Inter their bodies as
becomes their births:
Proclaim a pardon to the
soldiers fled
That in submission will
return to us:
And then, as we have
ta'en the sacrament,
We will unite the white
rose and the red:
Smile heaven upon this
fair conjunction,
That long have frown'd
upon their enmity!
What traitor hears me,
and says not amen?
England hath long been
mad, and scarr'd herself;
The brother blindly shed
the brother's blood,
The father rashly
slaughter'd his own son,
The son, compell'd, been
butcher to the sire:
All this divided York and
Lancaster,
Divided in their dire
division,
O, now, let Richmond and
Elizabeth,
The true succeeders of
each royal house,
By God's fair ordinance
conjoin together!
And let their heirs, God,
if thy will be so.
Enrich the time to come
with smooth-faced peace,
With smiling plenty and
fair prosperous days!
Abate the edge of
traitors, gracious Lord,
That would reduce these
bloody days again,
And make poor England
weep in streams of blood!
Let them not live to
taste this land's increase
That would with treason
wound this fair land's peace!
Now civil wounds are
stopp'd, peace lives again:
That she may long live
here, God say amen!
Exeunt
Look
how Catholic those lines are, especially “ta’en the sacrament.” Of course Shakespeare has the excuse of
setting a play in pre-Reformation England, and so for verisimilitude has the
excuse to incorporate Catholic language, but he didn’t have to. One of these days I will pull all the
evidence together to show Shakespeare was a Catholic, but until then you’ll
have to take my word.
And
so, my prayers for Richard III. May he
have embraced Christ in the end and asked for forgiveness of his sins. Requiescat in pace.
Tuesday, March 24, 2015
Poetry: “Baseball Canto” by Lawrence Ferlinghetti
Today
is poet Lawrence Ferlinghetti’s birthday.
I was surprised to see he’s 96 years old
today. Boy he’s lived a long life. I remember reading a poem of his called
“Endless Life” where he describes the feeling his life has been going on
forever, and that must have been written some thirty years ago. He really has been living endlessly! I don’t consider him a great poet, but I have
to admit he’s a secret pleasure of mine.
Like most of the Beat poets, he can be fun to read without taking the
themes seriously, which I guess does a disservice to them since they want to be
taken seriously. I would classify
Ferlinghetti as San Francisco radical, which is pretty radical. But Ferlinghetti isn’t usually caustic; he
goes down softer.
And
to honor his birthday and the upcoming baseball season, which is about ten days
from starting—I can’t wait!!—I’m going to post this Ferlinghetti poem on
baseball. I don’t know when this was
written, but Juan Marichal, Tito Fuentes, and Willie Mays played together for
the San Francisco Giants in the late 60s and early 70s.
Baseball Canto
By
Lawrence Ferlinghetti
Watching
baseball, sitting in the sun, eating popcorn,
reading
Ezra Pound,
and
wishing that Juan Marichal would hit a hole right through the
Anglo-Saxon
tradition in the first Canto
and
demolish the barbarian invaders.
When
the San Francisco Giants take the field
and
everybody stands up for the National Anthem,
with
some Irish tenor's voice piped over the loudspeakers,
with
all the players struck dead in their places
and
the white umpires like Irish cops in their black suits and little
black
caps pressed over their hearts,
Standing
straight and still like at some funeral of a blarney bartender,
and
all facing east,
as
if expecting some Great White Hope or the Founding Fathers to
appear
on the horizon like 1066 or 1776.
But
Willie Mays appears instead,
in
the bottom of the first,
and
a roar goes up as he clouts the first one into the sun and takes
off,
like a footrunner from Thebes.
The
ball is lost in the sun and maidens wail after him
as
he keeps running through the Anglo-Saxon epic.
And
Tito Fuentes comes up looking like a bullfighter
in
his tight pants and small pointy shoes.
And
the right field bleechers go mad with Chicanos and blacks
and
Brooklyn beer-drinkers,
"Tito!
Sock it to him, sweet Tito!"
And
sweet Tito puts his foot in the bucket
and
smacks one that don't come back at all,
and
flees around the bases
like
he's escaping from the United Fruit Company.
As
the gringo dollar beats out the pound.
And
sweet Tito beats it out like he's beating out usury,
not
to mention fascism and anti-semitism.
And
Juan Marichal comes up,
and
the Chicano bleechers go loco again,
as
Juan belts the first ball out of sight,
and
rounds first and keeps going
and
rounds second and rounds third,
and
keeps going and hits paydirt
to
the roars of the grungy populace.
As
some nut presses the backstage panic button
for
the tape-recorded National Anthem again,
to
save the situation.
But
it don't stop nobody this time,
in
their revolution round the loaded white bases,
in
this last of the great Anglo-Saxon epics,
in
the territorio libre of Baseball.
Yes,
even here he mixes some sort of radical politics, but what the heck. The radical lines and phrases make me laugh.
Sunday, March 22, 2015
Personal Note: Computer Problem Update
I
told you about my computer problems, and how an apparent update forced a
password option, which I didn’t set, and so then I couldn’t get into my
computer, and I was going to lose all my saved data since there is no way
around the password and all that was left to do was reconfigure the
computer. I also mentioned that HP sent
me some discs that might be able to go around the password to retrieve my
data. Well, my IT guy at work offered to
help me with that, but when he got into my hard drive, it was already blank. It had gotten wiped out apparently from when
the HP technician had me go through a bunch of steps.
So
I lost it all. My work IT person was
gracious to reload the Windows operating system and my Microsoft Office. Now I’ve got to reset up everything else.
What
I lost were my blog posts from the turn of the calendar year and ones that I
was working on. I had a few that I put a
lot of work into but had not posted yet.
This
reminds me of an experience I had going through an airport a few months
ago. I took a knapsack with me as my carryon
bag, and to my dismay I had inadvertently left a Leatherman tool inside after I
had checked my bag and it went off through the x-ray. One of these.
Actually
this was on the return leg of the trip, and somehow it had passed—can you
imagine? Makes you wonder about security—on the outbound leg. I tried to get a hold of my checked bag,
which was impossible, and then after much frustration and feeling my blood
pressure rise (the agents, except for one, were not all that accommodating or
considerate) I decided to check my carry on.
I had that Leatherman for ages and it had a nice case too. I felt an attachment to it, so I decided it
was worth the $25 to check the bag. But
then the agent tells me it’s $35 to check a second bag, and that’s when I felt
a release of peace come over me. I turned
and told the unhelpful agent, “Oh screw it,” and then I turned to the helpful
agent and tossed it to him and said, “It’s yours. Enjoy it.”
I then picked up my carryons and left.
A
point was reached where it wasn’t worth the frustration and it was best to pass
on the material possession. Even though
I had an attachment to that possession, I just passed it on with the hope that
God intended better things to come of it for someone else.
So
as to my lost data, I’ll try to reconstruct what I can if I have the time,
otherwise, may God have better plans.
Friday, March 20, 2015
Faith Filled Friday: Glory Be
I just love this prayer. So simple.
Stacy Trasancos, who writes a wonderful blog on science and her Catholic faith (She has a PhD in chemistry and a Master's in theology.), referred to the Glory Be when she was contemplating the stars. Here are the first two paragraphs.
Glory
Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit, as it was in the
beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen
Who says faith and science are compatible? How wrong they are. You should read the entire post, here.The other night, I was frustrated with my critics, frustrated with my children, and frustrated with my disobedient German shepherds who take my donning of a coat to mean the dawning of a walk, even near midnight. I was grateful to be pulled outside though. The sky was clear beyond bits of late snow, one of those spirity nights when the winds of impending Spring wipe away the clouds, and the starlight casts shadows. “My God,” I prayed, “the stars are so bright!”When you understand something about matter at the atomic level, both starlight and snowflakes can induce that embarrassing human act called sudden-unabashed-weeping. Those dots of light are actually massive spheres of plasma, some of them billions of years old, radiating energy when hydrogen nuclei fuse to become helium and helium becomes heavier elements. The light I saw traveled for years to reach my eyes. And the snowflakes? Each one’s beauty is scripted by the union of chaos and determinism, unique in its trajectory through other matter and changes in temperature and pressure, but patterned at consistent angles by the polarity and bond of every water molecule. They melted on my face, never to be seen. Under such an interactive firmament, it’s hard to feel unappreciated. Goodness, I felt downright glorious.
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
Personal Note: Computer Problems Again
Agghhh. That nice new computer I bought around Christmas is in shock. Here's what happened. Saturday night an HP (It's a Hewlett-Packard computer) update popped up and I accepted and I don't know what else it made me do. Then on Sunday, my password to get in didn't work. I tried everything. First I called HP and they told me it was a Microsoft issue. So I called Microsoft and and after going through a few things determined it was not a Microsoft password issue but a "local" password issue. Apparently one's Microsoft software and one's local hard drive have separate passwords. I never set up a local HP password. Microsoft could do nothing and had me go back to HP
Long story short, HP technician said there was nothing to do but wipe the computer clean, and since I had not backed up anything yet (it was a new computer after all, and I had just bought a back up drive but had not used it yet) I was going to lose everything I had saved. OK, I blew a fit and my Italian temper got away from me. Then the technician said that there was a chance - only a chance - that a certain method might be able to save my data. They sent me a bunch of CDs and DVDs that are supposed to recover. Now I just got those yesterday and have been afraid to try it myself. People at work have gone both ways. Some agreed with me that it's unlikely that there is no way to get around a password failure. The computer technician seemed to think that it was impossible if I had not set up an administrator account.
So here I am and afraid to try the remedy. I have a hunch that technician from HP was just trying to appease me. I'm going to bring the computer into work for someone to look at it. I'm a computer ignoramus as evident by this mess. I might just go to a computer store for help and see what it will cost for them to try to retrieve my info.
Now if worst case scenario happens and I lose my stored data, it won't be the end of the world. I've only had the computer short of three months, but I had worked a number of my literary analysis that were getting close to being posted. I put some work into that but I had not put any pictures or valuable information. Still it sucks.
And get this. My old computer that was dying and was the reason for buying the new one is working great. Problem was that I had reached its memory limit - limit is less than they tell you - and when I deleted some super high memory files it started running better than new.
I hate computers.
Long story short, HP technician said there was nothing to do but wipe the computer clean, and since I had not backed up anything yet (it was a new computer after all, and I had just bought a back up drive but had not used it yet) I was going to lose everything I had saved. OK, I blew a fit and my Italian temper got away from me. Then the technician said that there was a chance - only a chance - that a certain method might be able to save my data. They sent me a bunch of CDs and DVDs that are supposed to recover. Now I just got those yesterday and have been afraid to try it myself. People at work have gone both ways. Some agreed with me that it's unlikely that there is no way to get around a password failure. The computer technician seemed to think that it was impossible if I had not set up an administrator account.
So here I am and afraid to try the remedy. I have a hunch that technician from HP was just trying to appease me. I'm going to bring the computer into work for someone to look at it. I'm a computer ignoramus as evident by this mess. I might just go to a computer store for help and see what it will cost for them to try to retrieve my info.
Now if worst case scenario happens and I lose my stored data, it won't be the end of the world. I've only had the computer short of three months, but I had worked a number of my literary analysis that were getting close to being posted. I put some work into that but I had not put any pictures or valuable information. Still it sucks.
And get this. My old computer that was dying and was the reason for buying the new one is working great. Problem was that I had reached its memory limit - limit is less than they tell you - and when I deleted some super high memory files it started running better than new.
I hate computers.
Saturday, March 7, 2015
Word of the Day: Joy
I’ve
been reading Pope Benedict’s Jesus of Nazareth:
The Infancy Narratives and came across this fascinating little passage on
the word rejoice. It certainly would
have been fitting if I had posted this during the Christmas season, but I read
this recently and it’s fresh in my mind.
The Holy Father is discussing the Annunciation to our Blessed mother.
A striking feature of the
angel’s greeting is that he does not address is that he does not address Mary
with the usual Hebrew salutation shalom—peace
be with you—but with the greeting formula chaîre,
which we might translate with the word “Hail,” as in the Church’s Marian
prayer, pieced together from the words of the annunciation narrative (cf. Lk 1:28-42). Yet at this point it is only right to draw
out the true meaning of the word chaîre:
rejoice! This exclamation from the angel—we
could say—marks the true beginning of the New Testament. (p. 26)
[Quotes
are from Image edition, 2012]
So
it when Gabriel comes to the Virgin, he isn’t just greeting her with “Hail Mary,”
he is greeting her with “Rejoice Mary.”
The word reappears during
the Holy Night on the lips of the angel who says to the shepherds: “I bring you
good news of great joy” (Lk
2:10). It appears again—in John’s Gospel—at
the encounter with the risen Lord: “The disciples were glad when they saw the
Lord” (20:20). Jesus’ farewell
discourses in Saint John’s Gospel present a theology of joy, which as it were
illuminates the depth of the word. “I
will see you again and your hearts will rejoice, and no one will take your joy
from you” (16:22). (p. 26-27)
Gladness
in the John 20:20 quote is synonymous with joyous. Here then is the conflation of several Biblical
events to the word “joy.” This observation
is quite significant.
Joy appears in these texts
as the particular gift of the Holy Spirit, the true gift of the Redeemer. So a chord is sounded with the angel’s
salutation which then resounds throughout the life of the Church. Its content is also present in the fundamental
word that serves to designate the entire Christian message: Gospel—good news. (p. 27)
Pope
Benedict wrote this in German, so something might not have been completely
conveyed in the translation. Gospel or “good
news” is sometimes translated as “glad tidings,” which can therefore be
translated as “joyous tidings.” So then
at the heart of Christian faith is joy.
This is what the Holy Father means above by “the theology of joy.”
And
that is so true. What separates my life
from the moment I fell in love with my faith—not just embraced it, but fell in
love with it—is the joy that I feel afterward.
I’m not even sure I know how to describe it other than to say it’s joy,
but a joy beyond common joy, a supernatural joy. I’ve tried to describe this to atheists or
even just routine, non-devout Christians.
They understand it because it’s a foreign feeling to them. It’s not like the joy that I get from following
baseball. I do get joy from that, but it’s
not the same as the joy from Christ.
That’s divine joy.
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
Music Tuesday: Bob Dylan Appreciation
Several
weeks ago Bob Dylan was honored as person of the year by a charitable music organization called
MusiCares. But it was his acceptance
speech that had everyone riveted and mesmerized. From the Billboard article, “Bob Dylan Dazzles MusiCares Gala With Bold Speech”:
Dylan, who often shies
away from speaking during his concerts, took the stage at the Los Angeles
Convention Center late Friday night after President Carter introduced him with
praise that his words "are more precise... and permanent than anything
said by a president of the United States."
Onstage, Dylan was in the
mood to pay homage. "Right from the start, my songs were divisive,"
he said, going on to name those who supported him early on: the songwriter Doc
Pomus, label owner Sam Philips, Buck Owens and Kris Kristofferson. He also
mentioned those who'd been in the opposite corner: Ahmet Ertegun, Leiber and
Stoller, Merle Haggard and "the critics" who fault his singing style
but, according to Dylan, give a pass to Tom Waits, Leonard Cohen, Lou Reed and
Dr. John.
It
was a speech that Dylan traced his musical heritage and honored his
predecessors that influenced him.
Dylan traced the roots of
some of his better-known songs to numerous traditional folk songs, noting that
his work blossomed from his spending so much time playing the traditional
works. "John Henry" begat "A Hard Rain's a-Gonna Fall." Big
Bill Broonzy's "Key to the Highway" led to "Highway 61
Revisited." "Roll the Cotton Down" birthed "Maggie's
Farm." "The Times They Are A Changin'" is an extension of what
Dylan referred as the "come all ye" songs such as "Floyd
Collins." From "Deep Elm Blues," a traditional song recorded by
blues artists in the 1930s, sprang "Tangled Up in Blue."
"There's nothing
secret about it," Dylan said.
Mostly, Dylan wanted to
make a singular point about music and great songwriting, whether he was
referencing the work of gospel legends the Blackwood Brothers, folk legend
Roscoe Holcomb or bluesman Charley Patton. "Voices are not to measured by
how pretty they are," Dylan said,
quoting Sam Cooke. "They're to be measured by whether they're telling the
truth."
Dylan’s
speech was supposed to have lasted 35 minutes and while I can find a few clips
of it on youtube, apparently the whole speech wasn’t posted. At least not yet. However, the transcript f the speech is
posted and it really was a breath taking speech. I urge anyone interested to read here. Here’s a section I found fascinating.
I'm glad for my songs to
be honored like this. But you know, they didn't get here by themselves. It's
been a long road and it's taken a lot of doing. These songs of mine, I think of
as mystery plays, the kind that Shakespeare saw when he was growing up. I think
you could trace what I do back that far. They were on the fringes then, and I
think they're on the fringes now. And they sound like they've been traveling on
hard ground.
And
further down he elaborates:
I learned lyrics and how
to write them from listening to folk songs. And I played them, and I met other
people that played them, back when nobody was doing it. Sang nothing but these
folk songs, and they gave me the code for everything that's fair game, that
everything belongs to everyone. For three or four years all I listened to were
folk standards. I went to sleep singing folk songs. I sang them everywhere,
clubs, parties, bars, coffeehouses, fields, festivals. And I met other singers
along the way who did the same thing and we just learned songs from each other.
I could learn one song and sing it next in an hour if I'd heard it just once.
If you sang "John
Henry" as many times as me -- "John Henry was a steel-driving man /
Died with a hammer in his hand / John Henry said a man ain't nothin' but a man
/ Before I let that steam drill drive me down / I'll die with that hammer in my
hand."If you had sung that song as many times as I did, you'd have written
"How many roads must a man walk down?" too.
And
he goes on like that tracing early folk and country and western music and
connecting them to his songs. It’s
absolutely fascinating. I’m not going to
give any further examples, so if you have any interest in Dylan’s music or the
history of American music, it’s amust read.
While
for the most part Dylan showered gratitude in his speech, but every so often he
took shots at his critics who claim he can’t sing and can’t play music. Now let me add here that while fior the most
part I like Bob Dylan’s music, I too have been critical of his virtuosity. His
guitar playing is simple and basic, his vocals are crude, and his harmonica
playing is the pits. There are those
that claim his songs are poetry, and I bristle at that. His lyrics, if you remove them from the music,
do not rise to poetry. Sorry he is not a
poet. But he is a great song
writer. No one can take that away, and I
want to highlight a few of my favorite Dylan songs as an appreciation of the
man and his music.
For
me “Mr. Tambourine Man” is the prototypical Bob Dylan song.
Then take me disappearin' through the smoke rings of my mind Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves Let me forget about today until tomorrow.
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to
Hey ! Mr Tambourine Man, play a song for me In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you.
“Lay
Lady Lay” is such a romantic song, and not exactly what you think of when you
think of a Bob Dylan song.
Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bedLay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bedWhatever colors you have in your mindI'll show them to you and you'll see them shine.
Lay, lady, lay, lay across my big brass bed Stay, lady, stay, stay with your man awhile Until the break of day, let me see you make him smile His clothes are dirty but his hands are clean And you're the best thing that he's ever seen.
And
let’s not forget that Bob Dylan had a religious conversion and had a number of
religious songs. “Gotta Serve Sombody”
is probably his best religious song.
You may be an ambassador to England or FranceYou may like to gamble, you might like to danceYou may be the heavyweight champion of the worldYou may be a socialite with a long string of pearls.
But you're gonna have to serve somebody, yes indeed You're gonna have to serve somebody, It may be the devil or it may be the Lord But you're gonna have to serve somebody.
And
I’ll end with a song with a nice touching song, “Girl from the North Country.” I'll post the entire lyrics of this one.
If you're traveling the north country fairWhere the winds hit heavy on the borderlineRemember me to one who lives thereFor she once was a true love of mine.
If you go when the snowflakes storm When the rivers freeze and summer ends Please see if she has a coat so warm To keep her from the howlin' winds.
Please see if her hair hangs long If it rolls and flows all down her breast Please see for me if her hair's hanging long For that's the way I remember her best.
I'm a-wonderin' if she remembers me at all Many times I've often prayed In the darkness of my night In the brightness of my day.
So if you're travelin' the north country fair Where the winds hit heavy on the borderline Remember me to one who lives there She once was the true love of mine.
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