This is posted on early morning Saturday, in the wee hours and in the in-between of Friday, which is our faithful remembrance of the Lord’s suffering, and of Saturday, which is April 29th, the feast day of my beloved patroness, and the patroness of this blog, St. Catherine of Siena.
Painting above is titled, Saint Catherine of Siena and the Beggar by Giovanni di Paolo. You can read about the painting here.
In the past to commemorate St. Catherine’s feast day I have posted an excerpt from one of her many letters or perhaps a poem prayer she wrote. But I have never posted an excerpt from her single great book titled, The Dialogue. The book was initially dictated while Catherine was in a state of mystical ecstasy, but she did attempt to edit herself the writing. The dialogue is between herself and God the Father, a conversation mostly on truth and love. The book is the most complex expression of Catherine’s thought, touching on all aspects of Christian faith, from commonplace morality to mystical exchange with the divine. Indeed, the difficulties I think that some find with the book is that Catherine at times reaches for language to describe a transcendent experience that cannot really be described.
I
excerpt chapter 5, a short two paragraph chapter where the voice is of God the
Father responding to Catherine’s wish to take on suffering for the salvation of
others. The salvation of souls was
always a deep concern for Catherine. She
felt real horror and pity thinking that some, even though evil, would be damned
to hell. Here is God’s response.
The willing desire to
suffer every pain and hardship even to the point of death for the salvation of
souls is very pleasing to me. The more
you bear, the more you show your love for me.
In loving me you come to know more of my truth, and the more you know,
the more intolerable pain and sorrow you will feel when I am offended.
You asked for suffering, and you asked me to punish you for the sins of others. What you were not aware of was that you were, in effect, asking for love and light and knowledge of the truth. For I have already told you that suffering and sorrow increase in proportion to love: When love grows, so does sorrow. So I say to you: Ask and it shall be given to you. I will not say no to anyone who asks in truth. Consider that the soul’s love in divine charity is so joined with perfect patience that the one cannot leave without the other. The soul, therefore, who chooses to love me must also choose to suffer for me anything at all that I give her. Patience is not proved except in suffering, and patience is one with charity, as has been said. Endure courageously, then. Otherwise you will not show yourself to be—nor will you be—faithful spouses and children of my Truth, nor will you show that your delight is in my honor and in the salvation of souls. (p. 33)
There
are parts of this that I do not fully understand. For instance, I don’t quite know in a full
way how “divine charity is joined with perfect patience.” I don’t think I really know what perfect
patience is. But I do understand how the
desire and request to take on suffering leads to an enlightenment, and in that
desire is love of God and neighbor. With
love comes suffering, even with love of God.
I pray for the salvation of all souls.
I
quote from The Catherine of Siena: The Dialogue
edition, translated and with an Introduction by Suzanne Noffke, O.P. copyright
1980 by Paulist Press, Inc. If you have
a desire to read it, do not get any other translation but the Noffke
translation. The others you will find
are poorly translated and poorly abridged.
It took the Noffke translation to make Catherine’s book readable and
coherent in English.
Great excerpt. Happy feast day!
ReplyDeleteThank you Jan.
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